together

I am feeling decidedly more together than a did last month. It helps that things in the house have settled down, there are not strangers coming and going doing various bits of work. In fact we have a bit of gloss work, two bedrooms, the garden and a kitchen extractor fan to sort and then the whole thing is done, complete. My head is a bit more sorted in terms of who I am. I recognise that illness, marriage and time make people different, but it was nice to be able to think a bit about who I was, and to find as I'm getting better that some of old Ruth is still there. Now we are involved in a fab church where I can easily get involved in things helps as well. It is helping me to remember what I love doing, things that I am passionate about. I'm helped as well by the husband and I talking through some big things that had previously been troubling me. I have a silly cold at the moment that is obviously affecting my health, but other than that I am generally going ok.