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I think the best description of life right now is up and down. Some days I feel like I'm coping, some I don't, some moments I feel like I'm coping, sometimes don't. I can be doing ok, then it can suddenly go down again, or I can be not so great and it can pick up. I don't know what I do or don't do that makes any difference at the moment, which can be frustrating. Sometimes I can manage to be out of the house, or have people round, but sometimes I feel a bit like I have to batten down the hatches, let that particular storm pass, shut away from the world. But we are managing, there is a very slow upward trend, so slow you have to look closely to notice it! The husband remains a complete tower of strength, I have no idea how he does it, it is much easier to cope with him by my side.