forward

I find that one way to help myself to feel better is to look forward. Both to the long term and the short term future. The long term is looking forward to being more better, to hopefully living nearer to friends and family, etc. The short term is exciting things that we get to be a part of. The one that is keeping me going at the moment when I feel rubbish is Gareth and Zoe's wedding. Gareth is my extra brother and has helped me through some really tough parts of life. He is one of my little brothers best friends, and yet we still manage to be friends in our own right. I just know that their wedding is going to be a special special day and I just can't wait for it. Thinking about it is keeping me going when I feel a bit crap, and it is a great incentive to do all I can to be as well as I can by November so I can enjoy it to the full.